DAMAGE CONTROL

When I open up I feel like I overshare

I get nervous people cut me out like tangled hair

I don't give, I just take

I'm a liar, I'm a fake

At least, that's the way it feels when I'm anywhere

How do I sleep with myself

When all that I see is this hell?

This damage control

Is taking a toll

I can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

The only place I'm honest is inside my head

When I'm by myself under the covers in my bed

But it's just as toxic,

The mirror makes me nauseous

If my body is a temple why's it such a mess?

How do I sleep with myself

When all that I see is this hell?

This damage control

Is taking a toll

I can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

I'm losing my mind

I'm falling behind

I can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?

If I'm being honest I like where I started

But I know there's room to change

I'm tired of trying, been thinking of dying

But what if I, what if I don't?

This damage control

Is taking a toll

I can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

I'm losing my mind

I'm falling behind

I can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?

This damage control,

I can't let it go

So what if I, what if I don't?

I'm losing my mind,

Can't get this right

So what if I, what if I don't?

(Ahh)

(So what if I, what if I don't?)

(So what if I, what if I)