Costly consequences

Maybe you're destined to make the same mistakes

And save your grace

I'm so invested it's hard to change and place myself within a more avid state

I had to stay and leave a way to those with more livid traits

I'm more reformed and given form for art to live within

Solid rock inside the steaming pot I whip my wrist within

Solid cock yo ho was sliding scales like Minnie riperton

I died before and lived again but why my outlook just as dim

Sink or swim

Pools of my emotion

Better to jump inside than take it slow and steady

Never ending

Cycles of trauma offer chances for amending

Often envy

One of the feelings I attract but rarely hold

Most of the time we swear we owed

I wish that I could explain our iniquities

But it never could be fairly told

My wallet need to be so fucking fat it could barely fold

Not just for me but for all the folks

Growth

Consistency

Configuring my approach

Smoke

Upliftedly

Instilled in the rhymes and oaths

Close

But distancing my psyche is all but slow

Pro

Thru differences I hope to define the lows

Know

Practice pity quite a lot this shit get shameful

I've began to give less of a fuck bout who I'm sane to

Nothing seem to work except this blunt I put the flame to

Gain resilience thru these situations I remain thru

Stacking plates while understanding I'll never remain full

Go against the grain submitting something substantial

Thankful for these responsibilities you've given me

To put forth my liberties

God willingly

Wade thru obscenities

Preventing me

From centering

Less focus on pandering

To ideas more damaging

Divisive or slanderous

Y'all sightseers not candidates

I'm lightyears past randomness ho

My tier magnanimous

While y'all peers more cancerous

Strong tolerance

Strong canibus

Struggle to inhabit these identities they branded us

**** just can't match wit me

Quite obvious

No candy crush shit

Everything we took from em

Ain't a single thing they handed us

Clockwork

Everything around me been moving like clockwork

Yo

Watch the hands turn I can't help but feel this strange urge

Nothing ever changed but somehow you're just a stranger