Ruining Things

i feel bad

for how i left it

do you feel bad you never meant it?

if my self esteem

was ruining things

why are you yelling at me when i\'m weak?

say you don\'t want to touch me but you do

only scared that your mother won\'t approve

cause if you\'re really honest with yourself

it was never about

faith

no my dad never liked you

never told me why he had those reservations

looking back maybe he should get more credit for my exit

cause your self esteem

was ruining things

i\'m late but i\'m yelling

you made me feel weak

say you don\'t want to touch me but you do

only scared that your mother won\'t approve

cause if you\'re really honest with yourself

it was never about

faith

it was never about, it was never about, it was never about...

and if i think of you, it\'s not cause i\'m missing you

pieces of me you left i\'m taking back

you oughta know that...