Diamondeyesparttwo

Pull the rope down, got something you’ll want to see

It’s good to know how to be lost when you are me

You can tread

Until you’re dead

But you won’t move an inch ahead

Starin’ at the stars

Waitin’ for Orion to run

Carin’ who you are

Hate it when you lie in the sun

What have you done

I don’t remember what it looked like

But I definitely remember what it felt like

To catch a thief

Who stole the soul I prayed to keep

These days I’m scared to see my dreams so I don’t even sleep

My eyes black and white, I lose the color when I weep

Too many smiles, too many frowns, too many weeks

I saw a sandy beach, it’s speckled gray and still as ice

And near the water she was shaking, clutching on a killing knife

Ain’t feeling right, my chest is heavy, and my will is light

Awake to shadows in the corner cackling until it’s bright

Was it worth it being right until the bitter end?

Regardless, I guess this is all the fall that all the sinners get

I’m not a winner, yet I wear a crown of golden thorns

This was not the happy ending I was always hoping for

My hope was warm, this is colder than a coat of horns

How was I so blind to feel the wind that brewed before the storm?

I’m feeling no remorse

But I deserve a forest for

My resting, infinite my blessings, dolo down the corridor

Diamonds are carbon and carbon is us

Time is just arson that turns us to dust

Lies leave us hardened and tarnish our trust

I can’t despise you, I’m partially fucked

Diamonds are carbon and carbon is us

Time is just arson that turns us to dust

Lies leave us hardened and tarnish our trust

I can’t despise you, I’m partially fucked

And it felt cold

So cold it was almost hot

Like you were freezing and boiling at once

And you couldn’t get away

We know time is the enemy, our enemy’s here

Yeah

You don’t know my face anymore

And maybe that’s for the best

‘Cause all it ever did was bring pain and scorn

And an offbeat rhythm in your chest

Maybe in another life

In another time

We can not destroy ourselves

And it’ll all be fine

Oh, but that’s a lie

Diamonds are carbon and carbon is us

Time is just arson that turns us to dust

I can’t despise you, I’m partially fucked

It’s all hubris

Why do I get the feeling I been here and I done this before?

If I looked God in the eyes, was askin’ him why, would he look away and be warned

Or be torn into pieces with treason from mouth of a deacon?

We can be breakin’ it down and get drowned in our weakness

Defeatin’ our demons, it’s how you perceive it

Even he can be sonned, I’m lookin at Jesus

The son of a sinner, I’m sickened and stained

Tick in the brain, it’s givin’ me pain

Acidic the rain, it’s makin’ me strain

I’m thinking ‘bout ending beginnings again

The entropy enters me, thickens the veins

I’m Pinky and Brain

If Nick is my name

Then why do I feel like an energy ball with no face and no gain from living this game?

I’m tired

The fire

Admires

It’s calling and beckoning

Higher

And higher

The spire

Is crawling and menacing

Choir

Drones and moans

‘Til they’re bawling an elegy

Friar

The crier

The liar

With awfulest energy

I can’t get outta this trap

Yeah

Everything fading to black

Yeah

Wish I could take it all back

Yeah

Do it again in a snap

Yeah

I got no time to relax

Yeah

Everything showing my past

Yeah

Putting a crack in my mask

Yeah

Everything turning to ash

Yeah