Ego

Stop and think how I could have avoided

You if I’d just stayed home, heard the warnings

Now I’m a little drunk, and I’m vibing in the corner with the coats

Was a minor thing I turned to something

Looming, crashing over, and I’m drowning

But since it’s not my style, I’m trying not to make a scene

My heart proved more fragile than your ego

All the words that I hurled didn’t bite, didn’t tear you apart

Ten deep breaths and I’ll scatter like the snow

If I could let it go then I would, but it’s so damn hard

Thousand lights are flashing, pulsing, blinding

I’m the epicentre, and I’m finding

The voices speaking out laugh too loud, ripping through my veins

My heart proved more fragile than your ego

All the words that I hurled

didn’t bite, didn’t tear you apart

Ten deep breaths and I’ll scatter like the snow

If I could let it go then I would, but it’s so damn hard

I wish you hated me, over apathy

I had crowned you with fears and my childish hopes

I wish you hated me, over apathy

I don’t care how you feel but it kills me that you don’t

My heart proved more fragile than your ego

All the words that I hurled didn’t bite, didn’t tear you apart

Ten deep breaths and I’ll scatter like the snow

If I could let it go then I would, but it’s so damn hard

Ten deep breaths and I’ll scatter like the snow

If I could let it go then I would