Trust Issues 2

Man I don't wanna know What you did with them guys But I do wanna know If your out here cheating Telling me your whole life story Stop the talking I told you I ain't inna misleading I did lose somebody that's close So I'm doing the most Could say that I'm grieving For everyone else It's city girl summer a bummer For me it's the heartbreak season Hearts been broken Love been stolen Feeling depressed cause I ain't been potent How can a girl cause much destruction Eruption might as well call it erosion Don't really care how I feel like foden Maybe you do but you Don't really show it Heart was golden Now it's all cold man It's all frozen and it won't stop snowing I been fed way too many lies So it's not a surprise Don't know who to trust I know that I easily fall in love So I'm part to blame for all of this stuff And I ain't gonna lie like you Imma speak that truth There were times that I thought about us I asked myself is it love or lust when I Clocked it was lust I was screaming ... Ahhhh man I don't wanna cuss But I don't need to cause You know what rhymes No busta I ain't bussed One in these times Man I don't even know how I called you mine I thought that we both had so much time When you told me your busy You were texting guys It's crazy it weren't even one at a time It was multiple guys in a day like why Why would you do that I weren't even distant I gave you my love like what was I missing Still reminiscing and fixing my stitches Your over there just playing the victim I need some closure I know it's been long I just wanna know What you think I did wrong In a way man I thank you For giving me pain cause Without that pain I wouldn't write these songs Try right my wrongs In all of these songs 16 feels like I'm in a mid life crisis After the break up saw that You posted nobody cares when I know That I did Now I don't really think that you loved me Told myself it was all about timing All of that crying thought I was dying It weren't worth it cause the girl was lying Hearts broken so I struggle to lotion I lost motion in the wave no ocean Hearts broken I don't show no emotion Words spoken don't mean that I'm open Man I gotta let it go like frozen Got a little better without no potion You said that your loving but showed Suttin else so I called you a horse Similar to the Trojan If I had one chance to do it again No way cause she moving fake She don't even know That she caused me pain Now my hearts on sale Like a flower display She moved on quick that's to my dismay Now love is a game That I don't wanna play Love is a game that I don't wanna play At the end of the day Man I still got played