Where do I find

Who I long to be this time

Cause i've tried

But I can't feel anymore

So tell me if you want me around right now

Cause I can't breathe, can't sleep, can't eat, can't see whats right in front of me

Oh I wanna leave

I wanna leave

I'm sick of drowning myself in my own melancholy thoughts

And please don't try to help

I'm getting tired of dragging you down

And i've tried everything but still its getting hard to be with myself

So i'll just hold my breath

I know things cannot last like this

Oh i'd trade anything

To make them all forget about me

I'd be free to leave

And i'd hurt no one but me

I'm sick of drowning myself in my own melancholy thoughts

And please don't try to help

I'm getting tired of dragging you down

And i've tried everything but still its getting hard to be with myself

So i'll just hold my breath

I know things cannot last like this

Cannot last like this