Friend or a Lover?

When I left you I knew that this journey was gonna be hard

But I didn't anticipate for this chasm to stretch so far

Just for a guy that never was mine

Nevertheless I fell apart

Trying to find the fragile line

That you crossed while in my heart

And my friends they knew

How it all would go

They saw it from a mile away

They told me so

So so blinded but when rewinded the footage is questionable

And the evidence makes too much sense and now it's hard to know and I

I wonder

I wonder were you a friend or a lover

I wonder

I wonder were you a friend or a lover but

What's the difference anyway

Who am I to even say

Friend or a lover

Friend or a lover

What's the difference anyway

Can't even tell it to this day

Friend or a lover

Friend or a lover

Every intimacy we had I love more than I wanna admit

After time by design it was basically a sexless relationship

Staring in each others eyes

Never blinking twice

Holding your hand cuz it fit so nice

I let it slide but I can't hide

The aftermath since our divide

And my friends they knew

How it all would go

They saw it all a mile away

They told me so

So so blinded but when rewinded the footage is questionable

And the evidence makes too much sense and now it's hard to know and

I wonder

I wonder were you a friend or a lover

I wonder

I wonder were you a friend or a lover

What's the difference anyway

Who am I to even say

Friend or a lover

Friend or a lover

What's the difference anyway

Can't even tell it to this day

Friend or a lover

Friend or a lover