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How many hours has it been

Don't know what I want to feel

A faulty home

l'll fix it with some plants and stone and it’s

Getting a little hard to breathe

Pretending what I want

Is not in reach

I told myself that the world is not mine to keep

You see the world in an alt reality

Decisions made in a haze so casually

A bitter sound

I groan and stall I look around and thought

This isn't how I wanna be

‘Cause I'm addicted

To you

When I know it’s not meant for me

But I'm addicted

To you

I'll tell you what I want is for the chance to rest

Without the weight just dangling over

Take away the pain and stress

I feel

And I don't even know if this is for the best

Cause ignorance is bliss

Just take it all and take it

As you please