Purgatory

I'm craving to be heard and seen But no one's there to make me feel Like I have nothing to conceal Like I'm a man whose life is real I feel like I lost the key To my inner self-esteem To the errors and ideals And everything in between I feel like I lost the key To my inner self-esteem To the errors and ideals And everything in between All I've got is the intoxication I've already fallen for it All I am is a false story of myself I'm the orator I'm craving to be heard and seen But no one's there to make me feel Like I have nothing to conceal Like I'm a man whose life is real I can't begin to describe what it feels like To be a hollow shell without spirit I opened the gates to this ungodly presence Now it eats away at my bones I feel the poison run free on the inside And brother, death stares at me in his robe My soul is shattered like the glass on the old floor That once I used to walk upon All I've got is the intoxication I've already fallen for it All I am is a false story of myself I'm the orator