8 Years

What's popping If i don't answer ur toxic Since 4th grade i had feelings Staring for hours looking at cellings Saying in a text, I love you What the fuck am i supposed to do? I thought my chances were through Love went away, this day imma rue I'm floating though life, wondering what my next step will be My life has gone down, look at me, can't you see Love cant solve everything in the world, that's true If sadness was a color it would be blue Why does emotion keep on going to rise Is this a preshadow to my final demise When i go, will love even matter? Thinking so much just makes me sadder Maybe I'm sad becausew the end is in sight Saying hi to god, looking at the light Am i strong, I think with all my might My future out here ain't looking so bright Should i keep rapping or is it a waste of time? Doing all the mixing and rapping to make a dime Am i doing it to be famous or for myself Or am i gonna go out and gain some wealth The goal is to search for more Or is it the final curtain call, and a slam of the door I told myself early on i would never get you Later i told myself it wasn't true 8 years later, and i find happiness U say u love me, and its crappiness I finally found someone perfect for me Someone that i truely love and you can't even see Are you trying to fuck up my head Looking at my future ahead I never thought i would cry on a bus It's not something i wanna discuss I don't even want to look at the one i love When i hold her hand, i feel praise from above I told you to not mess with me anymore Just fucking stop with all the lore That ended a long 8 years And comes out all the tears What's popping If i don't answer ur toxic Since 4th grade i had feelings Staring for hours looking at ceilings Saying in a text, I love you What the fuck am i supposed to do? I thought my chances were through Love went away, this day imma rue I told you to leave me alone Suddenly i threw down my phone To be loyal and to keep what i want But all you do is stand there and taunt Wow you came to your senses Time to put up emotional fences I'm not gonna be your little bitch boy Drop me now, I'm not one of ur little toys