Pressin' down the gas and racin', always been my therapy

I'm tryna speak what's on my mind, I'm hopin' someone hear me

I think I need some savin' as I'm lost in my disparity

My life been in a spiral, got my girl to keep on healin' me

And I've been wonderin' what's goin' on, off the drink, ain't got no clarity

I swear I'm bein' tested, but it doesn't seem so fair to me

To be honest with myself, I don't think that I'ma rest in peace

Rest in peace, yeah, rest in peace, my friends are never textin' me

I act like I don't care, but I swear it gets the best of me

I feel like no one's there, but I think that God's just testin' me

I'm sittin' here so patient, and I'm prayin' that He blesses me

It's been too fuckin' long, went from friends, now I'm turned to enemies

Smokin', poppin', drinkin', doin' everything I can

At the end of the night, I can't even fuckin' stand

I can't stand myself, so I pop another Xan

In my sleep, I pray God knows I'm a sinful man

I done lost my fuckin' self, I forgot who I am

Had a meeting with the devil, now my soul's forever damned, ayy

Listen, I'm sittin' here talkin' next to Satan

I ask him, what's his plan for me, and what is it he's takin'

I know there is no soul for him to take, since that shit's vacant

So, God, I need to talk to you, cause man, I need some savin

And I'm so ready to learn from mistakes that I've been makin

So, I'm sorry to my love, I took your heart just to break it

Never meant to hurt you, but I see where I've mistaken

And I promise that I'll change, you just gotta give me patience

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