Scary Thoughts

I'm disappointed At the quick to anger texts Your lack of patience and understanding I call you out and you call me a selfish love bomb Cuz I bruise too easily I ricochet at being left on read And blow back into a bad space Where I get scary thoughts Like do I do more harm than good? Am I not enough? Or do I take up too much room? And I have to think it twice Cuz you never apologize I lack perspective I guess I tend to forget you love me all the time Need reminding or I cry It's immature but reassure me When the smoke clears After the 16 hours of silent treatment For suffocating you with affection I'm sorry I'm such a burden When I get scary thoughts Like do I do more harm than good? Am I not enough? Or do I take up too much room? And I have to think it twice Cuz you never apologize Except When we're scrolling in bed In silence but then You wonder if I love you less No fair When you get scary thoughts I cut the wires and stop the tick tock Cuz I know what I need What I need When I get scary thoughts Like do I do more harm than good? Am I not enough? Or do I take up too much room? I get scary thoughts Like do I do more harm than good? Am I not enough? Or do I take up too much room? And I have to think it twice Cuz you never apologize