Strange Hill To Die On (Demo)

I’ll take it day by day

Planet by planet

I’m borderline obsessed with you

But I didn’t plan this

I thought it would be okay

If I was honest

And honestly I’ve thought about giving up

But I’m just getting started

What a strange hill to die on nonetheless

I dragged you with me upwards in distress

What a strange hill to die on

Wouldn’t you agree

It’s so easy

To let it get to me

And ruin my identity?

It’s a problematic time

In the brain of an almost-adult

It’s like nothing is cleared up

And everything sucks

Am I supposed to be scared of falling in love?

Fuck joy

I'm missing my appointments

I’m disappointed in myself

For being too proud to ask for help

           

What a strange hill to die on nonetheless

I dragged you with me upwards in distress

What a strange hill to die on

Wouldn’t you agree

It’s so easy

To let it get to me

And ruin my identity?