Always Available

I'm the life of the party

Everybody loves me

I could be your best friend

In no time at all

I've got this impression

Of a person

Who's worth your attention

If I drop it, if I stop it

Will you answer my call?

Saying sorry for existing

Hypervigilant

Keep filtering the facts into science fiction

I could never find a silver spoon

So I learned to lick love off a knife

I'm on display

Am I valuable?

Don't worry my traits are replaceable

Rip out my heart make it visceral

I should be grateful to be so relatable

Call me, I'm always available

It's a fatal existence

The infection's persistent

My kindness, a virus

That I can't seem to catch

I'm a cool calm collector

Of awareness

That I should know better

Made a habit, built a casket

And I live there alone

Say no worries and it's fine like

A goddamn mantra

Am I only a product of all my trauma?

I'm the last to leave but first to bruise

And the well that I drink from runs dry - I'm deprived

I'm on display

Am I valuable?

Don't worry my traits are replaceable

Rip out my heart make it visceral

I should be grateful to be so relatable

Call me, I'm always available

Call me, I'm always available...