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I'm to selfish to share my heart with these Women

Got some dreams I gotta achieve ****

While I'm still living

I put in the work and these **** feel like they did it

Still riding in a foreign it ain't mine shit is rented but fuck it

I'm just trying to get up to the top thug in

I love the streets and ain't no beef that I'm ducking my old bitch use to argue for nothing

So well connected that my plug use to front it

I use to bag it up at Sammy's fresh was counting

Them hundreds

You know they hate to see you come up from nothing

Real and fake could never blend like oil and water

All these bitches in my DM's trying to love a ****

Want to tie the knots acting like she ain't out here fucking ****

Keep to my self, teaching my self ain't never ask for hand outs **** I was feeding my self

You seek the attention, you need the acceptance, you want to get blessed in

Heard you talking crazy through the phone but I ain't even stressing

I just want some good head and a bed to rest In

Got my **** well invested ima big investment

Cali got me on a diet so I'm out here flexing

Police asking out for answers we don't answer questions

I know that I'm blessed I really do feel like best

I talk to god and pour the wine before I tell him the rest

My mother call me just to tell me that she love me to death and when I make it to the top I'm blessing her and the set

Can't never forget where I come from I was at the bottom like my last name started with Z

Fragile little **** so I had to build up my physique

Still got dirty money in my pocket like I'm in the streets

I get random texts bitches saying they proud of me

I'm a step from greatness and my peers all following me

Remember talking about the shit that's happening right now

I just pray I stay alive **** to hold it down for real though

All I want is loyalty and love from all my people

I be out here trying to do right in a world that's evil

I treat my brothers like my mother kids we all equal

And if you ever try to run up that's gone make us lethal

I run in the back cash out and then I run in again

**** hate to see you winning when they know it ain't them

I keep a small circle **** I don't like to make friends

And all my **** so close you will think that we twins

I want a girl who's gonna be Lauren to nipsey

Never stress me when I'm working when I'm out getting busy

I be sacrificing time knowing my family miss me

I know that fresh is looking down wishing that he was still with me

Look what's a life without no struggles or lessons

My mother had me at 19 I knew that I was a blessing

You only get to live once **** don't just spend it that shit stressing

I spot a opp and let it ring like he was getting a texting

I hope you get the message sometimes I think about my x but that's just me reflecting

I wish my pops was in my life to show me more affection

My baby brother get annoyed cause I always correct him

But I'm just trying to show him pointers and give me direction

I need more than love talking about that spiritual connection

At times I feel alone but thankful for my **** Jeff he held me down when I was broke and ain't have nothing left

If I had one wish I bring back my **** fresh