Status Anxiety

I thought everyone had eyeballs

Like hooks in the walls

Turns out I'm just a mirror

Reflecting back my own fears

And I need it too much

Everybody to show up

To like me

Inspire me

Indict me

I've got that status anxiety

Inside me

Inside me

I've got that status anxiety

Inside me

I just need to chill

My life would be infinitely easier

I just need to chill

Right now

No really right now

Thought we all worked overtime

To look and sound just right

But it turns out I'm just not rested

I'm overly invested

I listen too much

To anyone who interrupts

To like me

Inspire me

Indict me

I've got that status anxiety

Inside me

Inside me

I've got that status anxiety

Inside me

I need to chill right now

I need to chill right the fuck now