The Good Tears

I can feel April 25th, 2011 checking in

5150 on my wrist, voluntarily taking risks

I made my mother cry again, 72 hours are not the end

But they're on the fence

Can't let it die

With the music, still using me, I tried

Oh, I tried

I don't wanna be here

But I don't wanna leave here either

If these are the good years, I'm crying out

But these are the good tears

Everything changed at twenty-six, and in a way it never did

Tattooed Avicii on my wrist, lied to a thousand therapists

I made my mother cry again, one thousand and one are not the end

But they're on the fence

Can't let it die

With the music, still using me, I tried

And survived

I don't wanna be here

But I don't wanna leave here either

If these are the good years, I'm crying out

But these are the good tears

These are the good tears

Die

I tried

Can't let it die

I tried

I don't wanna be here

But I don't wanna leave here either

If these are the good years, I'm crying out

But these are the good tears