Credits

It doesn't make a difference 'Cause even when I fucked it up, you'd fix it And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this Guess that's not true Well, maybe I was too persistent But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted Just make sure when my story's told It begins with and ends with you Tried to keep what's wrong 'bout me left unknown I was scared if they knew me, then I'd truly be left alone Just wanna give you everything But my repressing kept me from growth, I So I won't hold it against you, if you detest my bones Just hope you grieve at the thought of me It doesn't make a difference 'Cause even when I fucked it up, you'd fix it And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this Guess that's not true (and I don't wanna die, but maybe it's easier) Well, maybe I was too persistent But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted Just make sure when my story's told It begins with and ends with you (I pushed and they folded, my body was molded wrong) Just wish we had more time, but my body's turned to rust Weakened spine, you regard me with disgust You're not mine, broken down from my distrust You were right, I'm not the person I thought I'd be I'm not fine, tried to pretend that I was I took pride, thought I was helping, but I fucked your whole life Was misguided by my lust for your eyes I'm not the person you wanna see It doesn't make a difference 'Cause even when I fucked it up, you'd fix it And ever since you left, I thought you'd miss this Guess that's not true Well, maybe I was too persistent But something 'bout your laugh had me addicted Just make sure when my story's told It begins with and ends with you