Wanted You to Know

Ah, the way I'm feeling as I write this I can't put in words Felt like my soul left my body the moment I heard Thinking back to when we was kids, rapping making beats Praying to God, I wouldn't lose you out here in these streets But you was a soldier, you never would accept defeat You kept your head in the game and never took a seat You was determined to make it, your mind wasn't weak And if you saw me dying, you wiped the tears off my cheek If only you was here to wipe them tears for me now My mind really just knowing that you won't be around R.I.P. to my black king, you deserve a crown Little brother you live on and my heart not in the ground I'ma do my best to help water the seed you left behind She's so much like you, so sensitive and kind Niece, Auntie love you, you call me any time Be strong, you'll always be your daddy's sunshine We're standing right here with you soldier Everybody's gonna miss you my soldier No fear 'cause the battle is in over We would give anything just to hold ya Make God's love and mercy enfold ya He's the truth, way and life, that's what he told ya Thinking of you when we're praying for you every day In our hearts you will always stay To everybody else on the surface, seem like I'm cool But deep inside my heart is bleeding, I don't know what to do I lost so many to violence, this world so cold and cruel I didn't wanna believe that one day it would be you You had so much potential, but they locked it all in a cage I'm so sorry you lost your life at such a young age But I know you're peaceful now 'cause here you dealt with so much rage In the end, I'll always defend your honour at every stage I can remember the days and nights that we prayed together All of the stories we made up, the games we played together I knew that God would bless us, we was gon' get paid together No separation between us, we always stuck together Looking at your picture right now, I'm thinking man we're happy You look so radiant with that big smile, laughing and dancing Mom, I can't imagine your pain knowing that he's gone But he ascended as a king, and now he's on his throne We're standing right here with you soldier Everybody's gonna miss you my soldier No fear 'cause the battle is in over We would give anything just to hold ya Make God's love and mercy enfold ya He's the truth, way and life, that's what he told ya Thinking of you when we're praying for you every day In our hearts you will always stay We're standing right here with you soldier Everybody's gonna miss you my soldier No fear 'cause the battle is in over We would give anything just to hold ya Make God's love and mercy enfold ya He's the truth, way and life, that's what he told ya Thinking of you when we're praying for you every day In our hearts you will always stay Rest in peace, Trey - I love you and I'll miss you I'll miss you so much, my guy Rest well, rest in paradise Until we meet again Trey the bully, now my heart's got a hole in it too I love you Trey the bully I love you Trey (I love you Trey, we gonna miss you so much) Hi daddy, I love you I wish you was back and Just know that I know that you're watching above me I wrote a poem, a poem to you I hope you love it I love you daddy