What I've Done

What would I do

Look what I've done

Yeah

Used to be getting faded done climbing out of a deep hole

I've been thinking back on the highs cause lately I feel low

I'mma die a legend the afterlife will be my sequel

Ignoring the haters I can see through them like a peep hole

Circle so small like I don't know who to trust

More than a hundred miles and running breathing up all of the dust

Picking myself back up when I was down and in a rut

Look in the mirror and say to myself all we got is us huh

Ok maybe I'm over dramatic

Maybe it's a sign of all the things I did when I was an addict

Thank god I quit I'd a died If I didn't do something drastic

And I wouldn't be here to kill it like me nobody can Hack it

I still remember the feeling of feeling nothing I'm hearing static

You fear it at first but once it's in you it's all magic

You give it a host it's finally able to wreak havoc

Suppose its just a symptom of all that I've seen that is so traumatic

I had it with these absolutes

Point their fingers like they know me they don't know half the truth

It takes everything I got to not turn around and just smash a dude

At the end of the day I'll always do what I have to do

Cause I'm a winner came against all odds you heard the stories

Been through hell never heaven I'm somewhere in purgatory

Never giving up it's not even in my category

What am I capable of what would I do to get the glory huh

What would I do

Look what I've done

Who have I become

What would I do

Look what I've done

Who have I become

I'm sorry mom it's not all love and roses

Gave you the notion that I'm open

But I'm closing up like I've slowly been decomposing

Only when I feel some motion moving forward can I feel awoken

Sinking deeper gone in farther than the depths of any ocean woah

I've lost track of it all

I can't remember the initial fucking point of this song

I took living in the moment just a little too far

But still the one that they could trust that I'd pick up if they call

What I'm saying is people been looking up to me dearly

I'm moving light years away from where I was on the yearly

If we ain't spoken in some time I really hope you can hear me

I got respect for your wishes but the negative got me weary

Now all the positive cheering my name feel like I made it

Even though I ain't famous and I'm still highly underrated

Keep facing these obstacles that I'm constantly being faced with

And confidence is key I've unlocked being the greatest exceptionally

Cause your thoughts and your actions become your destiny

I try to watch my temper cause I know god has been testing me

Up all night working on the craft what's the recipe

They talk behind my back I don't let it get the best of me

Cleansed the things that have been weighing down on me mentally

Keep applying the pressure I'm focused on longevity

Only thirty but I feel I've lived longer than seventy

Who the squad tell em it's me myself and D-I-B