I waited to see if you would text me first

You never did, but I expected that

You could still have me back

Was it cause of me, what was it that I lack?

I could still treat you better

And I’d stick with the plan

And I denied myself of everything fun

Hide in my bunker till the first of the month

Why build it up if I’ll just leave it and run?

'Cause too much energy is required

I’m so empty and tired

There’s nothing I desire

With every feeling expired

The first mistake was made when you went straight through my phone

I had every intention of leaving my ex alone

I couldn’t defend myself that’s when you sent me home

I guess mistakes are just another way to grow

It hurts to say you shut me down when I get passionate

The first mistake was made when you went straight through my phone

I had every intention of leaving my ex alone

I couldn’t defend myself that’s when you sent me home

I guess mistakes are just another way to grow

It hurts to say you shut me down when I get passionate