In My Head (feat. Ayluis)

Tell me why I still got you on my mind

Day and night I need a reason

To forget That you live without regret

Is all in my head It's not that easy

Live without regrets, yeah that's easier said than done

I'm still mad at myself, cause I knew you were the one

But I drove you away with the problems I wouldn't confront

You told me that I was crazy and that I was the devil's son

For you to love me and listen's really all that I want

Told you about my past, I think that's what made you get up and run

I hate the fact that I terrorized you after we were done

This is an apology for all the stupid things I have done

Just know I hate myself for all the damage I've done

And every girl after you has been an act of lust

Your love turned me to a pile of ashes and dust

Feelings I had hit so hard after I was left concussed

They say love's a trip, it's time for me to hop off that bus

Can't believe I'm sitting here reminiscing on what was

Man I guess that's what the combination of this weed and liquor does

It's been a long time but yet I'm still missing your touch, fuck

Tell me why

I still got you on my mind

Day and night

I need a reason

To forget

That you live without regret

It's all in my head

It's not that easy

You said I was the Gerald to your Ashley

Remember the nights I would sing to you when my voice was raspy

And in a few minutes you'd be fast asleep

Before I passed out I'd give you a kiss on the cheek

I miss the memories of us baking pizzas in your mother's kitchen

Your favorite was always the chicken alfredo with spinach

Disappeared to your room when the dishes were finished

Yeah, life with you is what I started to envision

Yeah, I want you to know that I hate the way that it ended

I was acting out of impulse, making stupid decisions

Never stopped to think about all the pain I inflicted

All I know is that I wish that I could go back to fix it

Cause the type of love you provided me with is what I am missing

Each day that I'm without it I grow a little more frigid

Ever love again

I don't think I will attempt it

I'd rather focus on my career and keep love at a distance

But yet I'm still

Tell me why

I still got you on my mind

Day and night

I need a reason

To forget

And to live without regret

It's all in my head

It's not that easy