Violent Oblivion

When I wake up I feel that empty space Violent oblivion No one can see Where to restart Where could I go When I don't even know who I could be I feel you I touch you I desire you But I don't want you My mind plays tricks And gives me migraines I don't want to die I want to live But it hurts too much I feel like I'll never get out of this Violent oblivion Take me away I feel you I touch you I desire you But I don't want you But I don't want you I feel you I touch you I desire you But I don't want you