If You Could See Me Now

Waking up all alone on the kitchen floor Little pause from the night before And it would kill me if you knew But I kind of want you to Now I'm left thinking, worst case scenario Does she check every box? Did you take her home? Would it kill me if I knew? If you could see me now Drunk and making out With all of your friends, I would hate me Never forgive me and say I'm out If you could see me now Passed out on this couch I'd understand in a heartbeat Why you would drop me, and say I'm out I give you a reason now Oh, I give you a reason Breaking up on the phone couple weeks ago You were cold, had enough Said you didn't know There was nothing I could do You hung up, and we were through Everyone goes, everyone's leaving Packing their clothes, taking my secrets You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (now I'm not sleeping) If you could see me now Drunk and making out With all of your friends, I would hate me Never forgive me, say I'm out If you could see me now Passed out on this couch I'd understand in a heartbeat Why you would drop me and say, "You're out" I give you a reason now Oh, I give you a reason Everyone goes, everyone's leaving Packing their clothes, taking my secrets You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (if you could see me now) Everyone goes, everyone's leaving (drunk and making out) Packing their clothes, taking my secrets (if you could see me now) You were my home, now I'm not sleeping (drunk and making out) (now I'm not sleeping) If you could see me now Drunk and making out With all of your friends, I would hate me Never forgive me, and say I'm out I guess there's your reason now