Will I Ever Love?

Every choice I made was wrong, and Souls who loved me were left broken Guess I'll pay for this 'til the end of days I won and lost and calculated Why who I liked I never dated And broke my head deriving formula But will I ever love? Feel it inside my heart? All that I do is Fake it all again, fake it all again, boring Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it How do I make this vicious cycle end? Convinced myself to like the beds I shared While crying, going numb and lying bare I did it all for them and more With all my body getting sore How could I be so brutal to myself? Will I ever love? Feel it inside my heart? All that I do is fake it all again, fake it all again, boring Reckoning again, reckoning again, for it How do I make this vicious cycle end? Will we have kids and marry, hun? I'd like to, but you're not the one I wanna keep you You cage and treat me wrong You are a dream girl You made up all along Maybe we met to end alone All alone Born to be alone, born to be alone Earned it Born to be alone, born to be alone Worth it How do I make this vicious cycle end?