Pity Party

I wish I knew the ways

that I could get you off my mind

it's so exhausting

trying to hate you all the time

imma fill my cup

and roll one up

cuz it's the only thing

to get me high

I had a taste

of all the things we could've been

but that was just empty words

and broken promises

I'd do anything to fade you out

and finally wash your memories

off my lips

yea I know it's okay

that I'm not okay

right now

but before I let go of the pain

imma let me drown

tonight I'm gonna

lay down in this hell

throw a pity party

for myself

I be going on and on

on and on

yea

on and on

on and on

yea I just wanna

slow dance in my room

cry until I

get me over you

I be going on and on

on and on

yea

on and on

on and on

ain't nobody ever told me

about all the good in goodbye

or how much satisfaction that

I'd get

in leaving you behind

though I took up my time I

know that now I done right

by me

oh wee

yea I know it's okay

that I'm not okay

right now

but before I let go of the pain

imma let me drown

tonight I'm gonna

lay down in this hell

throw a pity party

for myself

I be going on and on

on and on

yea

on and on

on and on

yea I just wanna

slow dance in my room

cry until I

get me over you

I be going on and on

on and on

yea

on and on

on and on

and in the morning

I'll be good

good

good

and in the morning

I'll be good

good

Good

i just need a minute

a minute to myself

i just need a minute

(or two yea)

a minute to myself

and I'll be good

good

good

good

in the morning I'll be good

I'll be good

so good