Trust

I find it tough for me to trust so I just hold off Keep to myself, I'm doing well, don't like to show off Keep feelings in, head to the studio, then I just go off Release some steam, but I ain't done, gone let some more off Can't let them things I can't control affect the way I move If I ain't talking, I'm just locked in and I get in that mood Swear they ain't hear me talking then, when I was low on my own Now that I'm known, all of a sudden they be blowing my phone But it's too late for that, nowadays my time ain't free So if you tryna see me sorry, you gon' have to pay for that I stayed up late for that, all the nights that they weren't there to see Now they wan' hop up on my wave, I say I'm straight on that Get up out my face, if there's one thing that I hate, it's someone fake How you telling me you love me, but be lying to my face How you telling me you love me, but don't listen when I'm talking Ain't respect for me, that's the stuff that set me off the rock That's why I'm slow to trust, people only look out for themselves Maybe I should do the same, maybe I should've just left Maybe I had too much hope, had to learn it for myself Now my trust on E, slowly tryna work up to my best Hey baby, hope you okay I know sometimes it seems like I don't trust you, I do I just been through a lot, so sometimes I get my head But I'm trying, you feel me Hope you have a good rest of your day though I'll talk to you later, I love you I find it tough for me to trust so I just hold off Keep to myself, I'm doing well, don't like to show off Keep feelings in, head to the studio, then I just go off Release some steam, but I ain't done, gone let some more off Can't let them things I can't control affect the way I move If I ain't talking, I'm just locked in and I get in that mood Swear they ain't hear me talking then, when I was low on my own Now that I'm known, all of a sudden they be blowing my phone But it's too late for that, nowadays my time ain't free So if you tryna see me sorry, you gon' have to pay for that I stayed up late for that, all the nights that they weren't there to see Now they wan' hop up on my wave, I say I'm straight on that Show me that you're real and I'ma show you all the love I got That bill come through, ain't gotta worry, bae, I got my wallet Ain't gotta worry about a meal, girl, just keep it solid I'm really tryna make a meal, please don't watch my pockets I'm on my way, so just stick with me through the process Promise you gon' hold me down, not my lowest I'm focused, but it's gon' take some time Promise you won't give up and I promise we gon' shine Promise that you're with me and I promise I'ma grind I promise you won't give up and I promise we gon' shine Promise that you're with me and I promise I'ma grind