Sleepless

Raati mainu neend ni si ayi photo teri vekh ke

Viah vala lenga tu paya si hassa tere chehre te

Somersaults in my stomach I was gonna be sick

I don't understand this this is underhanded

How long had you planned this

Someone call an ambulance

I can't breathe

My heart ain't ever beated this hard and this fast

With another man you're living dreams that were ours

When asked every time you said you were solo

Bout to pass out when I saw those other photos

It was you two on your big day

What did I do to you to find out this way

Piss take

You made a fool of me

I wish that there were two of me

So I could slap some sense into myself and stop me

Staring at you wearing wedding jewellery

Was he with you when you were picking out your matching outfits

That's who you chose to build a house with

Is he really who you wanna have kids with

Should've been me I gave all of my commitment

You were every thing I wanted on my wishlist

You being a liar I never could've predicted

How could you talk to me daily and then betray me

I put you first and this is how you played me

You can't tell me this was nothing

We even had that marriage discussion

Told everyone I loved that I'd finally met the one

I even let you talk to my mum

Then we drifted yea had a really shit year

You just disappeared and then you reappeared

We connected again like the first time

Apologies for my heart and how you hurt mine

I had hope still cos my feelings didn't change

Second chance maybe we can try this thing again

But you were keeping secrets

How do I repeat this

Kept me hanging on without knowing who I compete with

And he could never be me

And he could never be me that ain't why I'm mad

You should've known better and realised what we had

You're a coward you could've just told me

Could've had it all

Could've had it all now you're married and you're lonely