I'm just procrastinating

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

I'd put my pride down, set it aside now

And fantasize 'bout how it would be better if I said the way I felt

Instead of somethin' else

I'll tell you everythin' until I'm nothin' but a shell of myself

'Cause I'm nothin' without my thoughts

Or the things that cause my brain to rot

I can't help it, I feel helpless

I hate that I felt this way and there's me to blame

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's the last one