Testimony

Said I grew up in a church but I aint want to be there

Was getting high every night, talking to the reaper

Pops wasn't around, I told myself I wish he could be here

The baddest in the class, I ain't never listened to the teacher

Elementary, I lost my grandpa, wanted to end it all

Used to attempt to kill myself, I had to stay strong

Always used to rap, I'd put my pain in every single song

So much stuff was going left, I always blamed God

Ninth grade, I chose the streets and started acting out

Had hoop dreams growing up, I took a different route

Used to try to pray but I don't know, I always used to doubt

Had my mama always stressing when I left the house

Started drinking and smoking weed and became an addict

Did a lot of things, didn't care if it was satanic

Was paranoid without a gun, I always used to panic

Hoodie up with skeezy on when I was up in traffic

Sat in that cell all alone, I took it to the chin

Always knew better but didn't care, I used to love to sin

One of my closest homies changed and he was like my twin

And I can't lie, I talked to Satan because I was his kid

Used to love the darkest side, that was like my home

The only way I felt safe is if I had a pole

Was walking with the devil for so long

I thought I sold my soul was down the wrong path

I was really in the deepest hole

Sexually active with different girls just to be satisfied

Still didn't change that one night

I almost lost my life, was stuck in depression

Before bed, I always used to cry

I went to juvenile and realized I didn't want to be alive

But in that cell I met Jesus, I really broke down in tears

Said God set me free if you're real

I'm about to do years, court date came up

I prayed that he would appear, truth is he did

He said son don't even stress cause I'm here

I found my identity in Christ, this my true self

He shows me real love, so Jesus Christ is all I need now

Full armor of God from head to toe, I even got a belt

I believe all his words are true, so his word is what I study now

He made me alive when I was lost and just stuck up in my sin

I'm so thankful that he blessed me with this spiritual gift

My whole body belongs to him, so won't put tattoos on my skin

The devil always tryna fade, I call on Christ, he always win

Found a family at life song love them a lot

I won't ever change, he loves me so much

Not of works but by grace I am saved

Supernatural encounters all the time, I hit my knees and pray

He really died on the cross for my sins, he deserves the praise

I will sing of mercy and justice to you oh Lord

I will sing praises, won't ever be ashamed to follow you

Because you are the greatest

The world hated you first, so I don't care if I'm being hated

The world hated you first, so I don't care if I'm being hated