How I Live

I'm at a loss for words. I

I'm out of shape and feelings

Out of touch away from people

I see the world through a lens lit by dim light

I am missing the love you promised to give

I, I am missing the love you no longer give

This is how I live

It's breaking my heart to see us like this

All of the stars may as well no longer exist

'Cause alone in the dark is how I live

Let's reminisce the good times

Let's throw away bad memories

I'm at a place of resolution

How I ache but I long to feel alive

I, I am missing the love you promised to give

I, I am missing the love you no longer give

This is how I live

It's breaking my heart to see us like this

All of the stars may as well no longer exist

'Cause alone in the dark is how I live

Have you ever seen a bluebird fall from the sky

Have you ever watched the sunset before it died

Have you ever heard the phrase, "It's darkest before the daylight"

Have you ever heard the phrase, "I will love you until I die"

Darling this, darling this is how I live

It's breaking my heart to see us like this

All of the stars may as well no longer exist

'Cause alone in the dark

I will love you until I die

Is how I live