Things Look Different Now

I was standing around Thinking my legs Thinking my legs, they were too round But you weren't even looking there I've been spending too much time on my phone Simply comparing myself to babes I was looking back at photographs When I was 18, now I feel like an old hag I just wanted to feel young I just wanted to feel young So I had a white pill Last Saturday and now I feel depressed Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Now, Now, Now How will I let anyone in I've seen all the shadows under my skin And I don't think about the next cigarettes I have Paint my eyes pink Paint my eyes pink Because I spend so much time in my own head It's like an amputated leg I had to get you surgically removed But I hate white rooms and doctors And they tell me the valves to my heart Are all dried up and I'll never love again Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now Things, they look different now They look different now They look different now They look different now Now, now, now, now, now, now, now, now, now, now, now