Smokers Deck

Electronic smoke

Made from nicotine and hope

From your mouth into mine

A temporary high

I wonder was it all a hoax?

I breathe you in until I choke

'Cause cigarettes are ill-intentioned

Just like craving your attention

'Til I'm out on the smokers deck

And I can taste your lips on your cigarette

Yeah, when I'm out on the smokers deck

I can pretend that I’m not scared of my mum or black lungs

Watch me come undone

It’s getting jumper cold

You were gonna train it home

I wanna keep you safe

So I invite you to my place

I’ll get the Uber

You buy the beer

Don't leave it in my fridge

I don't want it here

You’re so addictive

I never learn

I give up tobacco

'Til I'm out on the smokers deck

And I can taste your lips on your cigarette

Yeah, when I'm out on the smokers deck

I can pretend that I’m not scared of my mum or black lungs

Watch me come undone

It’s been a whole year

And I’m still writing 'bout you

It’s been a bad year

Needed someone to talk to

Saw a therapist in March

But it didn’t help

I changed my degree to Arts

But Uni’s still hell

And I thought we could’ve been so great

Never met someone who I relate to

Like I relate to you

'Til I'm out on the smokers deck

And I can taste your lips on your cigarette

Yeah, when I'm out on the smokers deck

I can pretend that I’m not scared of my mum

I can pretend

I can pretend

I can pretend

You treat me like an inside joke

If you're a privilege then I'm broke

Cigarettes are ill-intentioned

Just like craving your attention

You treat me like an inside joke

If you're a privilege then I'm broke

Cigarettes are ill-intentioned

Just like craving your attention