Girl On the Moon

To the girl on the moon, I hope you get this message I never had the love, never had support My purpose as a child was someone she could extort My life was living hell, counting back into 04 My class did show and tell, I had nothing to show for Shit, I was neglected as a child Because my aunt had made a slave of me, that's why I never smile Fuck this distance, Why don't you stay here for a while Try to understand my mind and get acquainted with my style, but I guess I understand if you don't I'm like a chip that you swallowed and got stuck in your throat I'm on a boat, riding waves out of words that I wrote And I know you couldn't see it then, but this is different I hope Listen. I'm just a broken lost soul All that trauma took its toll But I climbed my way out the hole Feel like I've known you forever I told myself it'd get better, but I still love you whatever I'll just keep moving on, I guess I mean, it's all you really can do Quit living in the past and shit Although, you know what Ayo, hold up Thinking back to the day when we first met You had no idea how those years that I searched went Should've gave up, but I felt something that made sense You don't know how much it meant Everything I love about the world I see inside of you, girl Built me up, you're like a diamond or pearl, but there's no peace You're like an angel from heaven And I don't believe in God, but I still pray you're a blessing Don't be a lesson Because you could lessen my pain Or you could mess with my brain See, you and I are the same This ain't a game that I've been playing I shoot my shot when I aim And I never miss, so why you dodging this flame It's just emotion that's inside And if I don't express it now, I know I'll never be alright I had a vision in my sights, and made a mission I would fight to see it through Well if I failed at least I tried, so You know, maybe It's just this feeling of nostalgia That completely consumes me whenever I'm around you And like, I try to shake it off, but it just won't die