If I'm Honest

If I'm honest I saved his picture on my phone I pull it up when I'm alone Fantasizin' And if I'm honest I know where he'll be tonight I'll show up and act surprised But I'm lyin' Is that too honest? I do it every time I say too much then I cross the line I trip on my words again I wonder if I tell the truth Would he go, would he stay, would he want me? Would I laugh, would I cry, would it haunt me? Oh, I don't know what to do I'm in love with the feelin' of fallin' I get drunk on the thought that he wants it If I'm honest Yeah, I get nauseous Thinkin' about what he might say If I told him I would wait for him forever Is that too honest? I do it every time I say too much then I cross the line I trip on my words again I wonder if I tell the truth Would he go, would he stay, would he want me? Would I laugh, would I cry, would it haunt me? Oh, I don't know what to do I'm in love with the feelin' of fallin' I get drunk on the thought that he wants it If I'm honest And I, I'm so terrified I just wanna get it right this time If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest I've been thinkin' about you, thinkin' about you If I'm honest