Survivor's Guilt

It doesn't feel right to sit and sob

While everything's going south

My ship isn't wrecked

Hear Mom's voice in my head

Telling me that it's time to calm down

Just drink some water

I'm someone's daughter

But that's not enough

Drink some water

I'm far too privileged

To give it up

I have everything

I have everything I need

And I still want less

I have everything

I have everything I need

I will never be the best

I never feel the pain of it all

I just drown it in a Buzzfeed piece

Eat it like candy, I'm so sick

And my boundaries cannot breathe

Just drink some water

The sacred happy pill

Drink some water

Drown in survivor's guilt

I have everything

I have everything I need

And I still want less

I have everything

I have everything I need

I will never be the best

It doesn't look much better at the top

I wanted to go lower but the rights got bought

All emotions are sucked out of me

Everything I feel, I pour into the screen

It doesn't look much better at the top

I wanted to go lower but the rights got bought

It doesn't look much better at the top

It doesn't look much better at the top

I have everything

I have everything I need

And I still want less

I have everything

I have everything I need

I will never be the best