Messed Up

When you wake in the dark see the mist on the light And you're feeling confused gotta figure it out And it took you a while coz you tried to forget Didn't want to admit but I liked what you said You were holding something strong over me I was powerless in your company I don't wanna feel this way But I'm under a spell that's hard to break And your touch is like electricity When I'm far away it's so hard I can't be held like this again I won't pretend like this wasn't Messed up from the start Knew I was in over my head I couldn't stop I couldn't help myself I didn't want to coz I knew that it was Messed up from the start When I asked you again and you told me a lie You were sorting it out but you knew at the time And it wouldn't have changed anything anyway Couldn't ask you to leave Didn't want you to stay You were holding back saying it's impossible Want it bad I know that it's impossible Knew I was in over my head I couldn't stop I couldn't help myself I didn't want to coz I knew that it was Messed up from the start Knew I was in over my head I couldn't stop I couldn't help myself I didn't want to coz I knew that it was Messed up from the start