I Wish I Was

Across timelines and for you pages

I still feed the illusion

That I am still in your life

Between spotlights and costume changes

Smile to keep the illusion

But I am still in your life

And I’m so bad at keeping up

And so tragically in love

And I, I am still in your life

At least I wish I was

You put a comment down asking when am I

gonna come around like it was nothing

like I was still in your life

Between homeschool and graduation

societal confusion

Was I ever in your life?

And I’m so bad at keeping up

And so tragically in love

And I, I am still in your life

At least I wish I was, was

I wish I was

I wish I was, was

I wish I was

I wish I was

Oh, I wish I was

Am I still in your life?

Am I?

Am I…