Digital Spliff (Bees?!)

I've been so wrapped up in my own shit Oh god I just can't take it So I'll pray I'll pray Oh god pressure builds up my spine to my head Rushing blood it turns me red Carve down my arms until I drown out my heart It's no louder than yours I need to learn to close open doors Because I thought scars would be good for the small talk I cut a story your ear caught But nothing sounded right Darling Oh god I'm so sorry darling Things will be fine in the morning Just make it through the night I'll step on the glass when yonder window breaks Fresh cuts will distract me from your simple face And I will be alright These violent delights have such violent ends Never would've thought I'd have to tell my friends That something wasn't right That softly Her voice, oh god it still haunts me It echos straight through my whole body I hear it every night So rock me softly to sleep Call me darling Say things will be fine in the morning That I will be alright Oh God There's pressure building up my spine into my head My blood tries to drown me the room starts to blur I know the cure for this It's been written in red on my arms Let's lay all your flesh in rows on the ground Contrast the chaos in your brain Scratch rip and tear off skin Just to feel like I have some control Where I hoped I would grow Shed some weight and let it go My old hot blooded passion is just Painted across the floor in your portrait Leaving all the rest for dead