Jealousy

At 23 I’ve experienced a lot of things

At 23 I’m really hustlin’, fundin’ my dreams

All the way across the world they lovin the boy

And best believe I’m bout to give em some more to enjoy

All I do is put my heart on these lines and chords

Tryna keep my shine bright cause when it rains it pours

I hate that saying and I hate it more because it’s true

Lookin in the mirror wondering what’s next to do

Peepin other stats and views like, “that should be me”

I should be thriving with my peers and feel like a king

But instead I’m seeing you rising to royalty, and all the people ridin for you used to ride for me

How is it I’m the one that’s fading yo the background?

Feel like The Rock came and hit me with the smackdown

Been givin’ love and being patient for so long

Thought I was doing it right, but I was so wrong

I’ll keep it pushing for as long as I can

Givin’ all I got to music that was always the plan

But my efforts don’t mean nothin seein’ you move up with somethin’ basic

Not even hatin’ homie, I’m just jealous that you made it

Look; ungrateful.. story of my life

Let me resurrect boi.. let me tell my side

Hatin what you making, actin nice upon your face

You be makin moves, but I be needing space

Why why do I care

Got my team and they rock with Me (meh)

Looking at likes instead of fans.

Looking at thots instead of bands.

Rockin with the same crew

But all eyes on You

No eyes on Me

Wait Imma wannabe you . Damn

10 Likes in an hour no need for flexing

You think I’m messing

Refresh page now im stressing

I guess the streams don’t match up to the esteem

Ego that I’ve built

Rappin how I then felt

Like what you gone do, who you gone play

What you gone say dawg

Back in the day; I was afraid

Never gone change dawg

Now; I’ve become what I once hated

Took a sip of devils juice now

Im jealous that you made it