Tried to pull away

Wanted you to stay

I'm still wide awake at night thinking of yesterday

If you'd ever cared

I wont tie the rope

But I gave up all I had including that of hope

I promised me I'd find myself a way to cope

And I have but its so bad its got me sliding down a slope

And I'm mad at that but have I had a reason not to mope

I don't know if I could last without a bottle and a blade up to my throat

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if I never seem to to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if I never seem to to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if I never seem to to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if I never seem to to care to change

You could take all that I had and I don't want it back oh trust me

I loved what we had and I was glad I been so lucky

Matters not its sad I thought we'd last in that together

Now I'm blacked out on the mattress thinking back to when I'm better

You could take a lot

Have all that I got

Take all of my friends

Glad you learned to talk

I wont listen cuz I need to see the truthful vision

I know that you were bad for me

Like all these incisions

I hear talk about you chatting up a man

You know I just want you happy but why couldn't that be me I thought it can

If i had to be replaced

Did it have to be so quick

Got me thinking he'd just wait for me to split

Damn

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can i stop it if I never seem to care to change

Hope you get what you wanted and when you wanna share

You realize that I'm no longer with you there

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if i never seem to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if i never seem to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if i never seem to care to change

Put myself in harms way

Never feel again

Can I stop it if i never seem to care to change