Lost In the Citadel

It seems like I am stuck again In this maze of memories I saw it happen to my friends Never thought it would happen to me Oh, we were so perfect In every single aspect So, I don't really get it What went wrong, was it my actions? Oh I got things I tell myself Lies I'm trapped inside a cell Lost inside the citadel Was it only me and no one else? I fantasize a paradise Where you and I are everlasting Asking questions when I know what happened, oh I was making up things in my mind Telling myself lies to justify this This heartache I pretend you're still right here The salt in the air The sand on your feet This moment with you, it's all I need In this moment with you, my world's complete In this moment I can't let go so I got things I tell myself Lies I'm trapped inside a cell Lost inside the citadel Was it only me and no one else? I fantasize a paradise Where you and I are everlasting Asking questions when I know what happened, oh