Deep Thoughts Outro

Made a lot of mistakes that I won't take back in a second

Still till this day there's still some shit I'm still regretting

Took a lotta L's but they made me who I am

So I guess I took them L's and turned them into lessons

It's a blessing

I'm reflecting

Upon my past life

I'm thinking bout them days I had them bad nights

When it comes to girls, I'm second guessing if I ever sense a bad vibe

And I won't ever cuff her if her body count is past mine

That's just the way it is

And to my last girl I hope you playing this

The actions you was showing ain't the feelings that you claim it is

But I guess it's true, every situation is just what you make of it

Facts

Know it took some time but I'm finally getting closure

I don't usually do this, I don't tend to put feelings in the open

But I guess that's the maturity that comes with getting older

Thinking days where I looked inside the mirror and I hated myself

Cause the image in my mind that I would paint of myself

Constant overthinking always bringing pain to myself

And I be smiling round my peeps to hide the pain that I felt

I tailored myself

Really tried to greater myself

But every time I made mistakes then I berated

Took a second just to look at myself

I had to ask

"Is this really what you want for yourself?"

I won't lie there was times

Where I wished that I just wasn't alive

On the days where I would question what's my purpose in life?

Constant failure, got me feeling like I'm never gone thrive

Thoughts of suicide, try to take a hold of my mind

As I sit inside my room, I fight my demons and cry

I pray to God cause gone show me the light

I know it's kind of weird this a side that you don't ever get to see

This is me

This is raw

Cause my thoughts are getting deep

MC