It's always like "never mind, I'm fine"

But you know I be lying through my teeth, tryna keep you on the safe side

Never better, tryna keep it straight

While I dance with the devil in the back of my mind

Maybe I could get better as a concept

Maybe I could carry what is weighing on my conscience

Please tell how to stop this

I just wanna live without feeling like I've lost it

It's when the rain makes waves

At least I know I'm drowning

It's when the silence speaks

And the lines get blurry, it's when I'm

Staring at the ceiling again

Tryna find another way out, or another way back in

If I stay sick, will it save me?

In love with the way I feel nothing

In love with the way I feel nothing

It's always like "never mind, next time"

I keep it to myself, keep my head down

I know you just wanna help

But the light only makes things worse

When I have to come to terms with

Why the hell I'm like this

I need help but I wanna stay quiet

Why I wanna stay sick

In love with the way I feel nothing

It's when the rain makes waves

At least I know I'm drowning

(Silence)

It's when the silence speaks

And the lines get blurry

It's when I'm

Staring at the ceiling again

Tryna find another way out, or another way back in

If I stay sick, will it save me?

In love with the way I feel

When I'm staring at the ceiling again

Tryna find a way to keep it out of my head

If I stay sick, will it save me?

In love with the way

(In love with the way)

The silence speaks to me

(Silence speaks to me)

In love with the way I feel nothing