I lost my

I'mma just let it ride it out for a second

Yeah

I lost my

I lost my mind

Yeah

Look

Listen

Yeah pops on my back but he's got it

I been taking steps to make you proud and make a profit

I could make a promise but Id rather go accomplish

Never been the smartest but thats just me being modest

Cause in facts I'm really proud of what I've jotted

Proud of all the comments and what people took a part in

I'm proud of who I am what I do and what I'm plottin

Used to having something that a lot of others wanted yeah

I'm starting a dynasty so yall sit back and watch it

What is it we're running from?

Nothing

Yeah so know this

My scale is only growin and I got more than my toe in

They could never name another pulling what I'm towing

Got the juice got the potion got the talent got the motive

And that cash all around me want the CREAM I'm in motion no emotions

Yeah

And they don't notice

Yeah

(What is it we're running from?)

Myself

(I lost my mind)

I lost my mind

(What is it we're running from?)

My mind

(I've lost my)

My past

(I've lost my)

My life

(What is it we're running from?)

Myself

(I lost my mind)

I lost my mind

(What is it we're running from?)

My mind

(I've lost my)

My past

(I've lost my)

My life

(What is we're running from?)

Yeah

So long

I want this shit for so long

Finally built a life then it crash but you move on

I just tell the truth dawg

I'm still that smooth ass loose rap move fast too raw

I still got a loose jaw

She shake it like a Rudolph

Everybody too soft they plush yeah

When I start to write its like I pull a royal flush yeah

All jokes aside bitch this just isnt luck

Tell me what you running from

Making peace with who I was what I did and losing love

I forgive myself and I think that thats enough

At least I hope that thats enough yeah

I been learning more than in the classes I would sluff yeah

I been getting bored just hearing other rappers stuff

Thinking long on whats to come like when can we get a dub?

Yeah cant believe how close I got to watching flying doves

It's whatever now its time to live the life I truly want

And maybe thats a plus I can add it to my sum so

(What is it we're running from?)

Myself

(I lost my)

I lost my mind

(What is it we're running from?)

My mind

(I've lost my mind)

My past

(I've lost my mind)

My life

(What is it we're running from?)

Myself

(I lost my)

I lost my mind

My mind

My past

My life

It's times like this I wanna

Reflect

Try to visualize it

Best I can

Yeah look yeah

Step pops was on my back and I was clawin

Found my momma on the ground and I was stallin

Glass falling from the picture frame with all us

Such a happy family what a picture perfect problem

I was awe struck I could still taste the sawdust

Hands on my neck and I could swear I was a goner

Feet was off the ground I was 12 inches taller

Couldn't even scream as his hands kept my jaw shut

I couldn't even see I knew everybody saw us

I was only 16 what could I have done to stop him?

Thought that I could intervene but that really pissed him off more

Crazy how that anger brings you power in a small form

Took it like a champ and since that day my momma better for it

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?

And I still feel the guilt for all the years my momma caught first

Thought I was alone I didn't know I could've talked first

When she told me that I wasn't I felt robbed of all I was worth

It's almost been a decade and I still cant seem to stop the

Anger in my heart I

Wish that I was dead at night I tear myself apart I

Blame myself for all that I was told that shit my whole life

Well at least up to that point

It made me who I am but theres still pieces of the monster

I fear I see the mirror and catch the face of my old father

I've seen him come out of me when alone and in my thoughts but

It usually subside cause I remember where the scars from

And I ain't put em there I know that I was not the problem

So I picked up my old notebook started putting shit in songs huh

Start collecting knowledge called it therapy and karma

I knew the worst pain that you could feel you could flip it it could blossom

Now I do it all for yall but I'm just tending to the garden

Picture perfect problems solved by suicidal thoughts

Took me long enough to learn took me longer to accept but shit my luck has finally caught up

It's time to take my weakness and make my strongest thing my faults huh? Yeah

And just remember

Theres a wolf inside of all us

Theres a wolf inside of all of us

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?

What is it we're running from?