It seems like we would've had it all

You told me you'd be back by night fall

Now everyday I watch the sky fall

Now everyday I watch the sky falling

And I just watch as it falls down

I'm hoping that it strikes me down

Your face and your voice surrounds me

I'm begging, God, just strike me dow

I guess I'm too attached, cause you feel no signs of connection

I don't understand, cause that's the point of the affection

The point of the affection, I can't even get a text

I can't even get a message, you treat me like I'm dead

So why am I not dead?