If I'm Honest (Live From LA)

If I'm honest, I take this picture on my phone

I pull it up when I'm alone, fantasizing

And if I'm honest, I know where he'll be tonight

I'll show up, and act surprised, but I'm lying

Is that too honest? I do it every time

I say too much, then I cross the line

I trip on my words again

I wonder if I tell the truth

Would he go? Would he stay? Would he want me?

Would I laugh? Would I cry? Would it haunt me?

Oh, I don't know what to do

I'm in love with the people that are falling

I get drunk on the thought that he wants it

If I'm honest, yeah, I get nauseous

Thinking about what he might say

If I told him, I would waver and forever

Is that too honest? I do it every time

I say too much, then I cross the line

I trip on my words again

I wonder if I tell the truth

Would he go? Would he stay? Would he want me?

Would I laugh? Would I cry? Would it haunt me?

Oh, I don't know what to do

I'm in love with the beast and the fallen

I get drunk on the thoughts that he wants it

If I'm honest

And I am so terrified

I just want to get it right this time

I see you guys dancing

Just keep it coming

We see ya

If I'm honest

I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest, yeah, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest (oh, oh, oh)

I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest (oh, oh)

I've been thinking about you, thinking about you (I've been thinking)

If I'm honest, I've been thinking about you, thinking about you

If I'm honest