Relapse

"Wait"

She said

As I stood in the cold

My ears

Numb

From the puke and the pounding

Songs

They said

Were supposed to be fun

But I

Ran out before the audience stalled

Statuesque

Sludging through the same noise

Soaking through the same damp cloth

Through the looking glass

On the way out

I sat, my back thumping to the impact

Sounds I can barely recall

My spine shivers from the shakes in the wall

Restless feet jostle for the alcohol tide

The party hurts more when you're looking from the outside

And so I sit…

And so I sit…

Statuesque

Sludging through the same noise

Soaking through the same damp cloth

Through the looking glass

On my way out