Tensing up and barely breathing

Eyes roll back, face to the ceiling

I know this is out of my control

Look at my eyes they're bloodshot red

And steam is rising from my head

You know I never liked to be alone

Temperature is rising in the room and I'm surprised

That my whole body hasn't bursted into flames

And if that wasn't intimidating, now I'm fucking hallucinating

I just want it all to go away

And I explode